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Friday, August 04, 2006,8:19 PM
I have learnt to appreciate you moRE! It is from my bottom of my heart...and i never lied this time! I have known you ever since Secondary one,the forever demure girl in my heart. Since Secondary one,when i was having GREAT depression.Instead of giving me up and find another friend,you accepted that girl,whose mindset was always negative!
As times goes by,both of us have became good friends,and we thought our friendship would last forever.We seem to have endless topics to chat.We chat about love relationships,gossips about friends we detest,and even about band.Sometimes,we would go to the shelter practising our band songs(Y.M.C.A, Blue-Ridge Saga and etc.) Also,we would meet up for morning runs ,and you would alway wanting to stop after few rounds around the park,and i was the one who kept persuading you to go on. (force)
Being ignorant,i gave you up as my best friend.I have that kind of feeling that our friendship had already ended.And indeed it was lost.We would alway be angry with one another without comprehend what has actually happened.And then our friendship became further and further...
In Singapore,there will alway be competition among students,especially those top class.At first,i felt so sad,why competition have to take place within friends.Despite questioning myself with this question,then i realised that everyone will challenge others in their academies...it's natural!
After years of questioning myself,i finally came into a conclusion... Instead of treating it as a competition,why not treat it as a challenges to myself.Instead of feeling jealous of my friends,why can't i being influenced by them to acheive a better result?
That was what happened to us.We were having competition,and resulted suspision between one another.Thus...it has further affected our friendship...
Then we went to different classes...
It was that day,that made me learn to appreciate you more!That very day,when i was doing my math project!That very day,where you acompanied me despite of your heavy schedule and you haven even done your homework.That day when you kept me company and listened to my complains,and advices from you!
From that day onwards,we started to chat endlessly! We tend to be more straight forward about competition within studies,gossiping and even band! Despite we alway chat for an average of 2 hours after band time,it never cross my mind that it is a waste of time,so don't say that! Instead,i feel so relieved to find a friend like you!Trust me?!
Hey!!I really appreciate you more... the only girl who had knew the secrets that has buried in my heart...
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